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Wild and unsubstantiated accusations, no matter how convinced you are or how deeply to “feel” they are true, only
create victims. Accusations against a political party, me, John McCain, innocent Presidents like JFK, and now Billy
Graham! On YouTube some, possibly well meaning but deceived or demonized person claims Billy Graham denied
Christ and said Jesus is not the only way to heaven. They show a clip from Robert Schuler and the Crystal Cathedral in
which Billy simply said judging a person’s standing in relation to salvation is not his calling. He said his calling is sharing
the Gospel LOVE of Christ. He also made reference to the fact that Jesus is known by many names. Creator, God
Almighty, Lord of Lords, King of Kings, Chief Angel, Lion of Judah, Yowee, Elohim, The Great I Am, I Am that I AM, The
Eternal One, The Only Begotten, Messiah, and more: all of these names refer to Jesus. The same person has another
video in which Billy covers the multiple names again AND how God hears our heart. A person can say the sinner’s
prayer and if the heart is not in that prayer it does no good at all. By the same light a man or woman, even a child, might
only reach out to God with all their heart and say they want the creator of heaven and earth to take control of their life
and then surrender to that heartfelt picture. That is what I did and HE lead me to the Bible for studies, gave me
prophetic words that have come to pass, set me on a path of healing and ministry that I have followed for thirty plus
years. I knew I had an experience with God and if God would have said He was a cow I would have said the Hindu
religion is right. God showed me that all religions of the world have a piece of the whole pie but Christianity HAS the
WHOLE PIE. Jesus of Nazareth IS, by ANY OF HIS MANY NAMES, the ONLY WAY to get to heaven other than the
possibility that God might do something with the Jewish people after the rapture but I personally would not want to take
that risk. Why place your bet on a one percent or less chance when you could bet on a one hundred percent chance of
a win, VICTORY! The Bible DOES say that all POWER is given to the name of Jesus and I HAVE found that when I have
experimented using His other names there seems to be a diminished power result but there is some result so I do not
know if it is just me. Jesus said “whatever you ask the Father in my name…” In this real I use the name of Jesus
because, once again, I would rather be safe than sorry. As far as salvation goes if a person is focused on God Almighty,
the Creator of heaven and earth, or any name or picture that is Christ our Messiah; they are saved by His grace as
soon as they say it and surrender to His control. We give Him our life and let go then He gives it back way better than
we could ever imagine. Go ahead and lose your life (to Him) so you can save your life (through Him); JUST DO IT!!!
After you do tell back biters to shut up and harness their tongue!

PUT THAT DOG ON A LEASH

SMOKING GUN EVIDENCE SAYS I AM FOR REAL AND MY ACCUSERS ARE LIARS,
INCOMPETENTS, AND PAID DISINFORMATION PEOPLE. I PRAY THEY REPENT AND
CONFESS THEIR SINS AND LIES AGAINST GOD, THIS COUNTRY, AND AGAINST ME!
THERE USED TO BE A PICTURE OF ME IN WASHINGTON D. C. AS A REAL MIB WITH MY BLACK LTD AND
THE REST OF THE BLACK I CALLED A UNIFORM BUT THE "BOYS" TOOK IT OFF. I HAD AN INVITE TO A
MILITARY INTELLIGENCE DEPLOYMENT I PROBABLY SHOULD HAVE LEFT OFF SO I DON'T MIND THAT
HAVING BEEN TAKEN OFF. MY DD214 IS STILL ON AND SHOWS "RA MI" WHICH IS DIRECT
COMMISSION OFFICER WHILE AN ENLISTED SOLDIER THAT WAS IN WOULD HAVE "RA ASA" FOR
REGULAR ARMY ARMY SECURITY AGENCY. I ALSO POSTED MY DEBRIEFING DOCUMENT THAT
SHOWED MY CIVILIAN STATUS WITH MILITARY RANK OF 0-4 WHICH IS MAJOR. I WAS ACCUSED OF
COUNTERFEITING AND THE ACCUSERS SENT THEIR CHARGES AND CLAIMS OF ME BEING GUILTY OF
"FALSIFYING FEDERAL DOCUMENTS", "IMPERSONATING AN AGENT OR OFFICER OF THE UNITED
STATES", "STOLEN VALOR", AND MORE. THEY SENT THEIR GARBAGE TO ME AND TO EVERY OFFICIAL
AND AGENCY IN THE USA. I SAID COME CHARGE ME AND NOBODY CAME BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER
BEEN GUILTY OF ANY OF THAT. I TOLD THE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH SET ME FREE AND KEEPS ME
FREE. NOW I HAVE WON ANOTHER LEG OF MY BATTLE AND WILL SOON POST A COPY OF MY
DEPARTMENT OF DEFENSE RETIREMENT CARD SHOWING I WAS A MAJOR. I WILL BLOCK ANY AND
ALL INFORMATION THAT MIGHT PRESENT A DANGER TO SECURITY.

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GOD IS LOVE - AGAPE' LOVE THAT TRANSCENDS NORMAL HUMAN UNDERSTANDING

What I am going to share/teach here is revelation knowledge that has given me a new and greater
LOVE for my brothers and sisters in Christ AND it has taken me to new heights of anointing and
victories. I pray it will do the same for the rest of the body of Christ and that it will enlighten those
who have not yet found what I have found. May God bless your search!
AGAPE' IS:
PART I
      I seldom use “as the Apostle and Prophet of God I take authority and…” but that IS what I am doing in this
writing. I am writing this as directed by God and for HIS purposes to bring the body of Christ closer together so
that divisions might be put away and those spirits that promote divisions might be bound and rejected by the
body of Christ. What I have written here is FROM GOD as “Thus says the Lord” and it is for ALL to use in
examining SELF! After you read it I pray each will repent of YOUR areas of violations against God and work
out YOUR salvation if you are a sheep AND if you are a shepherd.
      As a shepherd we must also use what we go through and what we have been through as a help aid for
others and abstain from pride and self righteousness. They are two powerful and deceptive spirits from hell.
This is written by HIS Spirit and IN HIS LOVE as HE puts it through HIS Apostle and Prophet chosen through
His Grace. IF this writing does not fit you then share it with someone who needs to hear it. IF we keep things of
the world there is less room for God in us and in our lives. FILL YOUR life with the things of God and you WILL
have the abundant LIFE Jesus came to offer you! Do the do list of the Bible and you won’t have time to do stuff
on the don’t list.
      The God equation is 1X1X1=1 and we are to join that equation in order to become one with God as the
body and Him as the head. ‘Prefer your brother or sister before you’; ‘pray for one another’; ‘love one another
as I have loved you’, and many other bible verses are for us to be 1x1x1x1x1x1x1x1x1 connected to the God
equation and keeping that flow of unity going. If you are complaining about a brother or sister and how they
worship God then YOU have become a point of division instead of multiplication and it is written ‘woe to those
who divide and scatter the sheep’. EVERY believer is supposed to spread the Gospel and shepherd more
believers into the fold. God says He will set up shepherds who will FEED His people and the food is
supposed to be the same AGAPE’ He gives us! Jer. 23 Jeremiah was called and known as “the weeping
Prophet”. People stoned the Prophets and they do the same today with their words spoken against the
Prophets of God. They do it against brothers and sisters in the Lord because ‘misery loves company’ and the
flesh is lazy. They feel like it is easier to excuse their sins and justify what they do and say instead of learning
how to get it right. That is the spirit of deception at work trying to kill that walk with God, steal their peace and
joy, and then destroy their soul. Don’t go there! The more you really try to understand others with compassion
the more you WILL learn about God! The AGAPE' LOVE of God opens a whole new world of feeling what God
feels and feeling what others feel. The line to hear our Father clearly opens up!
      Why people cry LOUD, or prophecy LOUD, or speak with unknown languages LOUD, or interpret the
unknown languages LOUD – to get the attention of the people and it is GOD who wants the listener’s focus
and attention. When Jonah went through Nineveh telling the people Nineveh would fall and be destroyed in
forty days Jonah was NOT talking quietly to one person and then another and so on. He WAS yelling at the top
of his lungs as LOUD as he could possibly yell. It was intended to get the attention and repentance of the
people. It worked because the people of Nineveh put on sack cloth (burlap) and ashes; they prayed to God
and repented of their sins, and they were spared. IT IS the PEOPLE who MUST change and not God who has
to conform to “give me what I want and give it to me the way I want it”! PEOPLE are NOT supposed to be
running God’s church! IT is GOD’S church and HE will do whatever pleases HIM! As people WE MUST “seek
understanding” and let God “transform” the way we think, speak, and act! IF WE did not need to be changed
then we would not need God and we would not need a redeemer/savior!
      SOME MORE REASONS people cry LOUD or soft and it is NOT God punishing the person. I cried every
time the spirit moved for my first five years and I still cry a lot and for a number of reasons. This has been
going on for over thirty years and it BLESSES ME and has NOTHING to do with God making me suffer. I am
the prodigal son. In the beginning God was moving through me healing me from the damage done by past
sins and damage done by others needed to be healed and turned into spiritual muscle and understanding.
The crying was tears of joy and healing mixed with tears of sadness and repentance for my sins. As I was
cleansed from all that and healed so the tears and crying turned to joy and amazement that God was touching
ME the guy who least deserved having God even look in his direction; much less to be LOVED and
redeemed; considered for entrance into heaven as a citizen! In MY eyes I was not even close to “called” or
“chosen” (considered for the work of the Lord) or (being a King and Priest) “chosen” by God and even called
“friend” by the Lord of hosts and King of Kings was beyond my human ability to picture.
      That realization is just OVER THE TOP for me every time it hits me! It hits me under heavy anointing and I
pray I never get used to it in a way that it no longer has an effect on me the way it does. It is part of what helps
keep me in the ‘good fight of faith’ instead of going the way of the world. It is a condition that makes it easy for
God to speak to me and correct me when I am getting or starting to get off track. He can stop me in the batting
of an eyelash and put me on the right course like Lipizzan Stallions guided by their rider. I am the stallion and
God is the rider.
      SOME MORE REASONS I have cried and do cry from time to time are; praying for family that are not yet
citizens of the Kingdom to come and they do not know the Lord as their Lord and Savior, at other times feeling
the sorrow and sadness of others; and feeling the sadness of God when people are in rebellion, sin, or caught
up in the things God hates: and YES there are things that AGAPE’ LOVE HATES! God hates those things
because of the damage they do to His children He LOVES SO MUCH that HE came from heaven to redeem
us from the price of our sin and to pay that price HIMSELF. He DID NOT create some being or angle to come
and do the job. “A greater LOVE has no man than that HE lay down HIS life for his…” friends, brethren, and all
who will receive! When WE tell God HE made a mistake we push down on the crown of thorns, pierce His
side again, tear off the cloth stuck to His wounds, give Him more lashes with a scourge, spit on Him, and
more. ALL OF THIS IS COVERED MORE IN PART II.
      IT does not matter what method you use to tell God HE made a mistake. Rejecting the words GOD
directed to be written in HIS Bible does the same as telling HIM HE made a mistake. Rejecting Prophecy and
prophesying is the same error. ‘He chose the wrong willing vessel to write what HE wanted written’ or HE did
not make it clear to the vessel, or any number of others things are said by your rejection of HIS truths and
those truths were written to “make you free” and give you “life more abundantly”. You say you are a woman in a
man’s body or a man in a woman’s body – then you are telling God HE made a mistake when HE put life in
your mother’s womb and HE decided the sex to be born! When HE puts those feminine characteristics and
understanding in a male it is because that male was given a ministry to be a bridge between other men and
women by understanding both and helping them understand each other. The same ministry is given to a
woman with male characteristics.
      The bible says the “fervent effective prayer” of a righteous person gets results. A person weeping loud
might be travailing for a homosexual friend or relative and the righteous person is praying for them to come
into the fullness of their relationship with God and for them to accept their ministry and do it God’s way. There
are literally many more, maybe hundreds of, reasons people might cry loud in the church. It may even be to just
test your focus on the Lord or your acceptance and letting God do whatever pleases Him.
      GOD IS AGAPE’ which is “perfect LOVE” and He HATES the sins which cause the death of His children.
IF you are a parent and you LOVE your children or IF you can imagine what I am going to lay out for you then
imagine the following: YOUR child wants to run across the highway at rush hour traffic time with bumper to
pumper cars moving at 70 to 75 miles per hour. The child WILL NOT listen to you. Are you going to get angry
at the child and maybe yell orders not to try it or say you love the child with smiles and treats? The child darts
across traffic and a number of cars crash; then the child tells you that the child enjoys doing that and WILL do it
again. What does your love do know? If the child is REALLY sorry and repentant with new character being
displayed what does your love do? If the child abandons the new character and returns to the old character
what does your love do?
      GOD IS HOLLERING AT HIS CHURCH! God sees the results of our church sins and rebellion, where
pride and high minded attitudes will lead, and GOD does NOT make mistakes! HIS knowledge and wisdom
are perfect! MANKIND MUST STOP trying to force God to fit HUMAN pictures because HIS ways are not man’
s ways. WE MUST be transformed into HIS image of holiness and find out what HE wants us to do, become,
know, and say through prayer and studies in HIS WORD! ‘Do not let the world mold you and go with the things
of the world; YOU be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the
WORD of God’ (Romans 12:1 – 2)
      When you are in church don’t pay attention to anything or anyone but God! It IS about YOU and GOD
unless GOD tells you to pray for someone else or to say something to others! THEN, and ONLY then, it is
about YOU, GOD, and OTHERS. God CREATED EVERY man, woman, and child SPECIAL and UNIQUE.
EACH ONE HAS a GOD GIVEN RIGHT to fell that way; but stay humble. DO NOT say ridiculing or demeaning
things to your brothers and sisters thinking you are going to make them stay humble. Ministers and teachers of
the Gospel humble YOURSELVES and apologize where apologies are due then ‘present yourself a living
sacrifice’ the way you have been instructed in God’s WORD! DEMONSTRATE the Gospel! I see and hear
empty words of how others should forgive and forget as ministers fail to repent and ask for forgiveness.
SWALLOW that pride and let it go out with the dung. Then flush it so you see it no more. Choose leaders who
FIT instead of compromising because of your guilty conscience.
I pray everyone will see to it that every member of the church gets this communication. I remind
everyone that “judgment starts in the house of God”. 1 Peter 4:17
      It is time to bring the body of the Bride together and prepare the way of the Lord; make straight His path.
Prepare, in the desert, a highway for the Lord! This world IS a spiritual desert and the children of God MUST
listen to the Lord and conform to HIS image! If the sheep are deaf and blind they will all fall into the PIT or ditch.
OPEN YOUR ears to hear and YOUR eyes to see. Let those who have the ears to hear and the eyes to see
HELP others hear and see the words of the Lord! WE MUST give up many things to TRULY find our place IN
HIM and then we get those treasures of far greater value after we show ourselves approved of HIM! THEN we
have the responsibility to sacrifice our fleshly desires and do the things that please God by our LOVE for
others and demonstrating 1 Corinthians 12 the last verse and ALL of 13! This writing agrees with bible verses
that apply. Search the Bible for yourself and see. Part II A and B will give you more to read and more to see for
yourself.
      BECAUSE God LOVES us with AGAPE’ LOVE; HE WANTS us to be FREE from the sins that “so easily
beset us”. The nature of the flesh IS sin and the flesh IS a hateful enemy of God, “enmity” Romans 8:7, so we
MUST connect to God and open up for Him to flow through us and defeat the enemy FOR us or we lose!
      “Present your bodies, (yourself), a living sacrifice, HOLY, ACCEPTABLE TO THE LORD, which is YOUR
reasonable service.” This means give God YOUR everything! Do not be found described by God as a
“perverse and rebellious generation”. If you want your children to be obedient show them YOUR obedience to
God. What YOU do speaks so loud they cannot hear what you say! “Obedience is better than sacrifice” is
shown by 1 Samuel 15:22 and Acts 17:11 and Isaiah 1:1-20 and this was put in the Bible for the benefit of
all. Preachers who preach to itchy ears what the hearer WANTS to hear instead of what God WANTS to say;
those are the ones fitting the WOE of God. I WILL NOT DO THAT because I LOVE GOD and I LOVE ALL HIS
CHILDREN enough to have the children of God hate me if that is what it takes to get them straight!

PART II-A

Christmas is because God gave us AGAPE’ LOVE with mercy and grace instead of punishment deserved.
Coming from heaven and God it is something we knew and know nothing about as a natural human being.
HE GAVE HIMSELF to us FULLY, 100%, and we MUST GIVE our self to HIM 100%!!!
      Be transformed (made something new) by the renewing of your mind because we are supposed to be in
this world but NOT of this world. John 17:16 and Romans 12:1-2 We are supposed become new. We want
people bound by traditions and problems to join our church as attending members so they can become a new
person but we do NOT want them running the church and making it like the world they are supposed to come
out of!
      Matthew 6:24 No man can serve two masters - and - double minded is unstable (conflict) - to deny one
and serve the other is being committed and the seat of commitment leads to God’s blessings and anointing
WHEN it is the seat of serving God Almighty IN Christ Jesus. Find what works for you and put it in your life -
share it with others but do not demand they do the same things the same way... there is no cookie mold in the
Lord and when we are learning, we must remember to obey those in authority over us - but leaders must
remember that the Lord IS THE author and finisher of every person's faith.
      WE; as Apostles, Prophets, Evangelists, Pastors, and Teachers; MUST teach and learn the WHOLE
WORD and everything it says about every subject - then we allow the Holy Spirit to do the work at hand as we
take every thought captive to Christ. 2 Corinthians 10:5 because The righteousness of man is a filthy rag
Isaiah 64:6 because The flesh is enmity with God (so are the carnal flesh heart and mind) Romans 8:7
Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be. 8
So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God. We must also remember that even Peter and those who
walked and talked with Jesus; eating and sleeping in His presence; and doing this daily, they too made
mistakes! Peter “rebuked Jesus” and told Him He was NOT going to die. Jesus did not come against and
rebuke Peter or lecture him. Jesus came against Satan the author of the thought and statement. Peter made
more mistakes and Jesus came against the enemy and balanced to books of life for Peter. Slowly but surely
Peter learned. Some of that leaning came from Paul after Jesus had ascended. Follower should not worry
about these things and look for fault in their leaders and leaders should not reject correction. Let Proverbs be
your daily food.
       Jesus rebuked following the traditions and directions (do and don't rules) of men MARK 7:8 -13. To
avoid this we must start as though we know nothing and stay that way as we keep asking our heavenly coach
and being obedient to HIM... then we learn as HE reveals things to us and we also learn to TRUST HIM (trust
IS faith - faith is counted as righteousness - Romans 4:16-21 and Gal 3:6 the 'give it all you have prayers of a
righteous person accomplishes a lot - James 5:16) this is how we see the victory after victory produced by our
proper relationship with our Lord, and God, and Savior of our soul and spirit; the ONE who created us
(CREATOR of the heavens and the earth). A righteous person will LOVE God and His righteousness and hate
evil, the devil, and his spirits while LOVING the sinner and hating the sin. While this is not a literal statement in
a verse IT IS demonstrated by our understanding of everything the bible says about the subject.
There are verses like ‘LOVE your enemies’, ‘LOVE those who would spitefully use you or say bad things
about you’, ‘LOVE one another as I have LOVED you’, and HE LOVE us when we were dead in our sins! This
is why HE LAID DOWN HIS LIFE for US! A righteous person will deny the devil and evil and serve God to the
best of their ability but they WILL NOT be perfect. “Be perfect as your Father in heaven is perfect” would
appear to contradict “all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God’ UNLESS you read and understand
everything that applies. THEN you know we are SEEN as perfect the way our Father in heaven is perfect when
we STAY covered or redeemed by the blood of Jesus. Monkey blood is used to purify sugar. The blood of
Jesus purifies us so the Father can see us as prefect. We must see one another through that blood the same
way HE does!
      They, the righteous person, will interpret all things in AGAPE' selfless LOVE and make sure 'self' is not in
their words and actions. If there is a possibility that self might be in their thoughts, deeds, and words they will
seek wise counsel. SO, Pray for discernment which comes from the Father and Him ONLY (Not even the
Angles now when Jesus will return so all knowledge is clearly demonstrated to be held by the Father and
THAT is where you go if you want to be in a right standing with God for what you are saying, doing, becoming,
ALL of it... just like Jesus often told people HE was doing.) – “of what?” you must ask line upon line and
precept upon precept. What the Father is showing you and telling you, timing of when to, how to, and how
much at a time, how to do and say what is needed for every action and response... "I do what my Father
shows me to do" ... "I say what my Father tells me to say" ... as these are things said by Jesus I say them too
and I do my best to make it 24/7 till HE returns and I meet HIM in the air... and then I will DO IT forever more!
    ALL OF THIS REQUIRES "study to show yourself approved" 2 Timothy 2:15 and "present yourself a living
sacrifice" Romans 12:1 because you MUST die to self (Acts 17:11 Bible Studies ... Self-Worth, Bought with
a Price, Mat 10:29,31; 1Tim 2:5-6; 1Cor 6:20 ... Live for Self, Die to Self, Rom 6:2-11; Gal 5:24; 1Pet 2:24-
25 ...) in every decision as this is the only way to achieve "pray without ceasing", "watch always", and the rest
of the never stop directions in God's WORD for our abundant LIFE.
      The enemy and world and flesh will try and make you feel like and believe you are missing out on
opportunities and 'fun' when the truth is you are getting ALL you can get and maximizing YOUR LIFE while
others are missing the blessings and anointing of God. LET the TRUTH MAKE YOU FREE! Matt. 16:24 - 27
IS TRUTH and IT WILL make you free IF you can truly RECEIVE it into your heart and spirit! You lose your life
when you follow the instructions and give Jesus and the Holy Spirit 100% control then LET them make you a
new person by connecting you to our Heavenly Father so you can AND WILL walk and talk with HIM; then obey
as you let LOVE flow through you!
      THE MORE WE DO THESE THINGS THE BETTER OUR LIFE GETS AND THE BETTER IT GOES -
EVEN IN ADVERSITY - AND IT IS NOT JUST BECAUSE WE ARE GETTING OLDER! IT IS BECAUSE THE
TRANSFORMATION MAKES US WISER! THIS APPLIES ONE WAY FOR THOSE CHOSEN TO MINISTER
AND FITTING “TO WHOM MORE IS GIVEN MORE IS REQUIRED” AND IT APPLIES A DIFFERENT WAY
FOR SHEEP WHO ARE CALLED TO SALVATION AND HAVE THEIR HANDS FULL JUST WORKING ON
THEIR OWN SALVATION. BABIES ARE TREATED DIFFERENTLY AS IN COMPARISON TO EACH LEVEL
OF MATURITY ACHIEVED. OLDER CHILDREN CAN TEACH YOUNGER CHILDREN AND THEY ARE
SUPPOSED TO TEACH WHAT THEY KNOW AND HELP FIND THE ANSWERS FOR WHAT THEY DO
NOT KNOW.
      ADULTS HELP BABIES BUT THEY DO NOT GET AND TAKE ADVISE FROM BABIES. THEY DO
LISTEN TO THEIR CRY TO SEE IF ALL IS WELL OR IF THERE IS A PROBLEM TO BE HANDLED. ‘OUT
OF THE MOUTHS OF BABES’ IS A VERSE FOR PRAISE BUT NOT FOR WISDOM EVEN THOUGH
THERE IS WISDOM IN IT. I WILL TRY AND SHOW THIS DIFFERENCE IN ‘PART TWO B’ TEACHING
ABOUT AGAPE’ LOVE.

PART II-B

FOR SHEEP: Work out YOUR salvation with fear and trembling Philippians 2:12 BY taking every thought
captive to Christ 2 Corinthians 10:5 and finding what our Father wants you to do and say. Then you must find
when to do and say and how much to do and say. John 8:28 It is totally acceptable to say “I am just learning so
I am not positive but I feel like I am led by the Holy Spirit when I say…” We are to add ALL the ingredients of
the WORD of God. 2 Peter 1:5-11 5And for this reason, giving all diligence, add to your faith virtue (spiritual
strength of the Holy Spirit); and to virtue knowledge (so you know how and when to use the Spirit power or
strength); 6And to knowledge self control (the meekness that will inherit the earth); and to self control patience;
and to patience godliness; 7And to godliness brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness love (AGAPE’
according to the teachings of Christ and the revelation Paul got and delivered in the last verse of chapter 12
and the rest of chapter 13 in 1 Corinthians). 8For if these things be in you, and abound, they make you that you
shall neither be barren nor unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. (Paul gave us 13 books of the
New Testament) 9But he that lacks these things is blind, and cannot see afar off, and has forgotten that he
was purged from his old sins. 10Therefore rather, brethren, give diligence to make your calling and election
sure: for if you do these things, you shall never fall: (this would not be in the Bible if we could not fall so take the
warning) 11For so an entrance shall be provided unto you abundantly into the everlasting kingdom of our Lord
and Savior Jesus Christ.
Some of the verses I give you and some I tell you to look up. I quoted this as it is so important and we find all of
this when we start with the first step after John 3:16 and we apply Psalms 1:1-6. Search the WORD for
yourself. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom Proverbs 1:7; Proverbs 9:10; Psalm 111:10; this IS
how we eventually fit Acts 17:11 and we become that ‘something new’ and ‘fit for service to our God, our Lord,
our King of kings, and our Savior of our soul and spirit! The prize IS worth the price! It is our motivation to do
the ‘work’ that MUST be added to our FAITH in order to get the right, righteous, results.
AFTER John 3:16 the first Psalm is KEY to having a God filled victorious life on this earth and in heaven.
Psalm 1:1-6 1Blessed is the man that walks not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor stands in the way of sinners,
nor sits in the seat of the scornful. 2But his delight is in the law of the LORD; and in his law does he meditate
day and night. 3And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that brings forth its fruit in its season;
his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he does shall prosper. 4The ungodly are not so: but are like the
chaff which the wind drives away. 5Therefore the ungodly shall not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the
congregation of the righteous. 6For the LORD knows the way of the righteous: but the way of the ungodly shall
perish.
HUSBANDS/DADS AND WIVES/MOMS: IF you are a family man or woman, especially men, 1 Timothy 5:8
But if any provide not for his own, and especially for those of his own house, he has denied the faith, and is
worse than an unbeliever. The original KJ translated “infidel” and that is a correct translation. If you are NOT
going to fit this biblical description of one who WILL be rejected in heaven then you MUST read the WORD
and make YOUR life, words, thoughts, and actions FIT THE WORD OF GOD and know who God is in your
HEART! This is how you get the beam out of YOUR eye and it is how you help others in your life and those
God will bring to you when you are right with Him. Matthew 7:3-5 and Luke 6:42
CHURCH - TAKE EVERY THOUGHT CAPTIVE TO CHRIST AND SPEAK NO EVIL OF OR TOWARD
OTHERS. IT IS GOD’S WORD THAT MUST BE SPOKEN SO DO YOUR BEST TO DO SO AND FORGIVE
THOSE WHO DO NOT; THEN TALK ABOUT IT PEACEFULLY AND IN LOVE WHEN GOD PROVIDES THE
OPPORTUNITY. MAKE SURE YOUR SPIRIT IS RIGHT, TIMING IS RIGHT, YOUR WORD IS RIGHT, AND
THAT YOU ARE IN PRAYER WITH UNDERSTANDING BEING SHOWN. TRY HARD TO BE SURE AND
ABSTAIN FROM THE APPEARANCE OF THE ENDORSEMENT OF SIN WITHOUT APPEARING TO BE
JUDGMENTAL. AT TIMES YOUR TESTIMONY IS THE BEST TOOL. THEN AGREE TO DISAGREE
AGREEABLY. FIVE FOLD MINISTERS WILL WORK ON THE REST OF IT. FOR MINISTERS GOD WILL
WORK ON IT AFTER YOU HAVE OBEYED HIM AND YOU CONTINUE IN PRAYER FOR THAT CHILD.
Proverbs 24:15-17 15 “Lay not wait, O wicked man, against the dwelling of the righteous; spoil not his resting
place: 16 For a just man falls seven times, and rises up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief. 17
Rejoice not when your enemy falls, and let not your heart be glad when he stumbles:”
The first Psalm applies in that we do not do what they, sinners or the world, do and we do not scorn them; but
we also do not give them a voice of authority in the church of God because THAT appears to endorse their evil
deeds! Such a witness will pollute the young believers and lead them astray. IF sin is rewarded and ushered
into heaven; why give it up? 1 Corinthians 8:13 (The words and deeds of the sheep will differ from those of the
shepherds and individual responsibility differs also. Luke 12:48 ‘To whom more is given more is required’
does not give ALL the responsibility to the shepherds. They need the help and support of the sheep. The verse
speaks to even more.
We ALL must suffer through and give up the things we know we should give up, fight against the sin in OUR
lives, and be honest with ourselves. There is extra punishment for those who do not as it opens doors for the
devil to attack and destroy. Ministers who do not do what they know they should do will also pay extra with
suffering and a lack of anointing. The better we do the more we learn and the more we learn the more He
trusts us with His anointing! ‘Whoever has more, more will be given’. To do the righteous (right) job each
person MUST ‘harness the tongue’. We MUST do and say those things that bring abundant LIFE and we have
the power to speak death so it is a VERY serious responsibility. Proverbs 18:21 AND James 3:1-18 AND 1
John 3:18 MAKE IT CLEAR! IF one lacks this discipline they should NOT be in a position to speak with ANY
authority or represent the church in ANY way. They need to study and SHOW themselves APPROVED by
God! 2 Timothy 2:15 “Study to show yourself approved to God, a workman that needs not to be ashamed,
rightly dividing the word of truth.”)
There are seven things GOD HATES! Proverbs 6:16 16These six things does the LORD hate: yes, seven are
an abomination to him: 17 A proud look (1), a lying tongue (2), and hands that shed innocent blood (3), 18 An
heart that devises wicked imaginations (4), feet that be swift in running to mischief (5), 19 A false witness that
speaks lies (6), and he that sows discord among brothers. (7) 20 My son, keep your father's commandment
(this is to say your heavenly Father), and forsake not the law of your mother (This is to say the church that goes
by the WORD of our Father like a wife and mother go by the word of a loving father in a family here on earth.):
21 Bind them continually on your heart, and tie them about your neck. 22 When you go, it shall lead you; when
you sleep, it shall keep you; and when you wake, it shall talk with you. 23 For the commandment is a lamp; and
the law is light; and reproofs of instruction are the way of life: 24 To keep you from the evil woman (This is to
say the false church and word of permissiveness and promiscuity.), from the flattery of the tongue of a strange
woman. 25 Lust not after her beauty in your heart; neither let her take you with her eyelids. (this is to say and
show we are not to LUST in our heart and this is different from being tempted in our mind) 26 For by means of
a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread: and the adulteress will hunt for the precious life. (This
is to say that sinful spirits seek to destroy your eternal life.) 27 Can a man take fire in his bosom, and his
clothes not be burned? 28 Can one go on hot coals, and his feet not be burned? 29 So he that goes in to his
neighbor's wife; whoever touches her shall not be innocent. 30 Men do not despise a thief, if he steal to satisfy
his soul when he is hungry; 31 But if he be found, he shall restore sevenfold; he shall give all the substance of
his house. 32 But whoever commits adultery with a woman lacks understanding: he that does it destroys his
own soul. 33 A wound and dishonor shall he get; and his reproach shall not be wiped away. 34 For jealousy is
the rage of a man: therefore he will not spare in the day of vengeance. 35 He will not regard any ransom;
neither will he rest content, though you give many gifts. Homosexuality has all seven things that God hates.
This IS the WORD of truth!
I had a bisexual cousin who was a voice of authority in a church and he was also such a person. He molested
me and others AND he was a BIG factor in my becoming a prodigal son. Thanks to God I am now healed and
straightened out ALL the way… sufficient for HIM to call me HIS Apostle and Prophet due to HIS MERCY and
GRACE; which IS sufficient. It is also due to the fact that I submitted myself 100% and the transformation
equipped me. God does not call the equipped He equips the called and that REQUIRES
TRANSFORMATION!
Romans 1:16-32 16 For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to
every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek. 17 For therein is the righteousness of God
revealed from faith to faith: as it is written, The just shall live by faith. 18 For the wrath of God is revealed from
heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the truth in unrighteousness; 19
Because that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God hath showed it unto them. 20 For the
invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are
made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse: 21 Because that, when they
knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and
their foolish heart was darkened. 22 Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools, 23 And changed
the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like to corruptible man, and to birds, and four footed
beasts, and creeping things. 24 Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their
own hearts, to dishonor their own bodies between themselves: 25 Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and
worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen. 26 For this cause
God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is
against nature: 27 And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one
toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompense
of their error which was meet. 28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave
them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient; 29 Being filled with all
unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit,
malignity; whisperers, 30 Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things,
disobedient to parents, 31 Without understanding, covenant breakers, without natural affection, implacable,
unmerciful: 32 Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not
only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them. THIS THE WORD OF TRUTH! BE FREE!
ACCEPT JESUS AND GET DELIVERED FROM SIN!
SPEAKING IN LEGAL TERMS THESE ARE LIKE CAPITOL CRIMES THAT GET THE DEATH PENALTY
UNLESS THE PERSON BECOMES A NEW CREATION IN CHRIST! IF A PERSON IS REPENTANT IN
THEIR HEART, MIND, AND SPIRIT AND THEY TURN TO CHRIST THEN, AND ONLY THEN, THE
SENTENCE IS MERCY AND GRACE THAT REDEEM AND TRANSFORM A PERSON PRODUCING A
FULL PARDON AND REWARD INSTEAD OF PUNISHMENT! The sentence is commuted so long as the
repentance comes BEFORE God closes the case; and we do NOT know that point of no return… SO…
“REPENT NOW” it is the ONLY way to go! Don’t make the same mistake Lot’s wife made! Do NOT look
back! Do NOT go back! Luke 9:62 “And Jesus said unto him, No man, having put his hand to the plough, and
looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God.”
    For those who have children the next bit applies if you are still married AND if you are divorced. IF you
defraud your family you are trying to defraud God too. Not providing for your family, the fruit of your loins, FITS:
1 Timothy 5:8 But if any provide not for his own, and especially for those of his own house, he has denied the
faith, and is worse than an unbeliever. The original KJ translated “infidel” which is also an unbeliever and that
is a correct translation. Should an infidel be leading people in the church or saying what the WORD means?
MY answer is the same as the bible answer and it is a resounding NO! They must study, be transformed, and
show themselves approved!
God says, Proverbs 6:16 1 My son, if you be surety for your friend, if you have stricken your hand with a
stranger, 2You are snared with the words of your mouth, you are taken with the words of your mouth. 3 Do this
now, my son, and deliver yourself, when you are come into the hand of your friend; go, humble yourself, and
make sure your friend. 4 Give not sleep to your eyes, nor slumber to your eyelids. 5 Deliver yourself as a roe
from the hand of the hunter, and as a bird from the hand of the fowler. 6 Go to the ant, you sluggard; consider
her ways, and be wise: 7 Which having no guide, overseer, or ruler, 8 Provides her meat in the summer, and
gathers her food in the harvest. 9 How long will you sleep, O sluggard? when will you arise out of your sleep?
10 Yet a little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to sleep: 11 So shall your poverty come as one
that travels, and your want as an armed man. 12 A naughty person, a wicked man, walks with a fraudulent
mouth. 13 He winks with his eyes, he speaks with his feet, he teaches with his fingers; 14 Frowardness is in
his heart, he devises mischief continually; he sows discord. 15 Therefore shall his calamity come suddenly;
suddenly shall he be broken without remedy.

FOR SHEEP

PRAY FOR THE LEADERS “GOD GUIDE OUR LEADERS AND BRING US INTO YOUR PERFECT WILL
AS ONE BODY IN CHRIST JESUS. TEACH ME WHAT I NEED TO KNOW FOR THIS TO HAPPEN AND
HELP ME GET IT RIGHT. HERE AM I LORD. I SURRENDER ALL TO YOU. THE BATTLES BELONG TO
YOU. I AM YOUR INSTRUMENT AND SERVANT. HELP ME UNDERSTAND EVERY PERSON. HELP ME
HARNESS MY TONGUE. HELP ME TAKE EVERY THOUGHT CAPTIVE TO YOU. GIVE ME
DISCERNMENT. FORGIVE ME AND HELP ME FORGIVE OTHERS. GIVE ME THE WORDS TO
ENCOURAGE OTHERS AND KEEP THEM GOING IN YOU. GOD SHOW ME WHAT I NEED TO DO TO
HELP MY EARTHLY AND HEAVENLY FAMILY AS WELL AS THE NATION I LIVE IN AND THE ONE OF MY
ORIGIN.

FOR MINISTERS AND CHURCH BOARDS

I see people with anger issues and in need of a healing to cure the issues. That healing is found in AGAPE’
LOVE through mercy and grace but they are rejected because too many church people lack the “long
suffering” that we are supposed to have if His LOVE is in us and we are in Him. There is NO competition in
LOVE and ONE person cannot build a church. I see others who have a hard time understanding the gifts of the
Holy Spirit and what is and is not a ‘decent and in order’ flow of those gifts so fear makes them strike out and
they are rejected for the same reasons as those just stated. I see people committing ‘spiritual capitol crimes
worthy of spiritual death’ and they are given a voice of authority in the church
Some of those people I count as good friends and I LOVE them but I MUST speak the truth to them. I LOVE
them enough to have them hate me if that is what it takes to wake them up and have them in heaven with me. I
LOVE them enough to lose them on earth in order to get them into heaven. That is what Jesus did and HE told
them the truth even though it would and did lead to His being crucified on the cross. His birth gave us
Christmas and His death gave us Easter because He rose from the dead and His truth was proven by that
event. HE laid down HIS life for that truth. ALL leaders MUST do the same! Even though these things are
factual there are those who will and do reject it. God tries to get us to make the right choice and He allows us
to make the wrong choice because you cannot have LOVE without choice and GOD IS LOVE!
We can make wrong choices building a church too. Every building block MUST pass the test of the WORD or
it cannot be a building block. This is also the rule for friends and loved ones. Gay, “homosexual” MUST
surrender 100% to God and go straight or abstain altogether or they WILL send themselves to hell by their
rebellion against God.They will influence others to make the same fatal mistake! God has NEVER made a
mistake! HE nevercreated a man in a woman’s body or a woman in a man’s body! BUILDING A CHURCH
THAT IS LEGALISTIC IS NOT OF GOD AND BUILDING A CHURCH THAT IS NO DIFFERENT FROM THE
REST OF THE WORLD (PERMISSIVE) IS ALSO NOT OF GOD! WE MUST DO OUR BEST THEN HE
DOES THE REST!

AGAPE’ THE FINAL PUNCTUATION OF “KNOWING”
For this part of the lessons and revelations about LOVE in reference to AGAPE’ which is God’s LOVE toward
us; I thank a very special family close to my heart. I have received a number of revelations about LOVE
because I wanted to KNOW UNDERSTAND AS IN THE Greek and Hebrew word “SEEN” in the verse with
“no man has seen God”. It means to understand and comprehend in the same light as when Jesus said,
“…seeing they saw not…” and about “… if the blind lead the blind…” I WANT THE EYES OF MY
UNDERSTANDING TO OPEN SO I COULD “SEE” GOD BECAUSE GOD IS AGAPE’-LOVE. If YOU want to
understand God you MUST seek and understand LOVE that is AGAPE’ as described by the Apostle Paul in
the last of chapter twelve (12) and the whole of chapter thirteen (13) in the book of 1 Corinthians!
    For this final lesson God opened my heart and put the wife of another man inside and so close to me it
scared me and I said, “Lord! I cannot love another man’s wife!” I now know the closeness of finding a soul
mate. Believers are ALL supposed to be “soul mates” but without the requirement of fleshly desires! The
FULFILLMENT of the SOUL AND SPIRIT IS FAR GREATER THAN ANY OTHER FULFILLMENT! THE
PRIZE IS WORTH THE PRICE!!!
As I was going through my questioning the Lord, the Lord replied with His peace that passes understanding,
“You can LOVE her but you cannot covet her.” I immediately KNEW I was given the ability to LOVE her and
keep it Holy; it is AGAPE’ LOVE I had asked for a KNOWING of when I was about ten years old.
“Lord, if she was not married, the way I feel, I would LOVE to have her for a wife so what do I do with that? Is
that coveting her or am I seeing a pattern to look for in a future wife? How do I feel this way without ‘coveting’?
Where is the line between this and ‘coveting’? ” I prayed a “fervent effective prayer” and said, God FORBID
that I should make the mistake of King David or that of Samson with Delilah.” God showed me many things in
His answer but I will give you part here so this is not too long and simple points can be made to help you the
reader. IF I told you everything I wanted God to help me KNOW it would be a book and it would still fall short for
the “KNOWING” I asked for. You must pray God will take what I teach you in writings and speaking about it and
HE will give YOU a revelation KNOWING about it. IF you do then be ready for the RIDE of LIFE and remember
“the prize is worth the price”! LOCK IN and LOCK ON! Grab the horns of the alter of God and DON’T
LET GO!!! Every time you go through suffering remember how much Jesus suffered and then have someone
touch you on the hand, arm, head, or shoulder and realize that your whole being felt that touch. Your three pars
of flesh, soul, and spirit ALL felt that touch and KNOW what it felt like. The Father and Holy Spirit KNOW
everything Jesus went through the same way you felt that touch. GOD SUFFERED THE LIFE OF CHRIST
AND THE CROSS FOR US! Remember there is NO competition in this venture because God HAS a BIG
portion of AGAPE’ for ALL BELIEVERS who will TRUST IN HIM! In John 3:16 the Greek word is ‘to put your
trust in’. It is ‘whosoever puts their (faith, trust, life) in Jesus SHALL (without a doubt) have eternal LIFE (be
saved, redeemed back to walk with God and LIVE with God for time without end) and that person will NOT die
(spiritual death of separation from God and existing in that separation for time without end) but that person
WILL pass from this life into the next ABUNDANT LIFE!’ These are things God made me KNOW and my
research into language and history confirmed it.
    The Lord told me, “To ‘covet’ is only if you try to take her away from her husband in your heart, mind, or
words and deeds. You MUST try your best to make her husband become the man that I want him to be and
that will bless her beyond measure. She is currently unfulfilled and part of her is lonely for a soul mate. Her
husband has a block between him and me and it stands between man and wife also.” God made me KNOW
that the Spirit now alive in her desires the rest of the “one flesh” that they became when they got married. It is
not possible for such a mate to be fulfilled until the one Spirit joins the one flesh. This is why the Bible instructs
us ‘do NOT be unequally yoked (joined as one) with a believer and unbeliever’.
“Lord I feel toward her like she is my soul mate. What is that about?”
    The Lord replied, “I had John the Beloved and LOVED him as a soul mate. I gave my mother to him and I
gave him to my mother. He was not gay and I am not gay. I had Mary Magdalene and LOVED her as a soul
mate but there was never sin between us. I LOVE ALL those who come to me as soul mates! Sex is an extra
blessing, a marital gift so to speak, to bless the union of a man and wife. It is for the marriage bed and in that
bed ONLY bestiality, group sex, and homosexuality are forbidden and not blessed. A mate should get joy and
personal pleasure by finding and doing those things that please and bless his or her spouse! If each tries to
do everything for the other then each will be fulfilled and the bond will be strong. Who would snack on
something and ruin their appetite when they know all their favorite foods will soon be on the table for their
enjoyment and sitting at the table is only moments away?”
    The Lord put the daughter in my heart in a way I could understand and she became like my daughter so I
called her my spiritual daughter. I was still puzzled about what the Lord was doing but I trusted Him 100% and
just told Him “You are leading me through Lord so God forbid that I should fall prey to ANY sins!” (I learned long
ago to never say ‘I will never’ but pray ‘God forbid’ and then let Him forbid by speaking and doing only what He
wants.) The daughter had a boyfriend who was ‘competing’ with God and determined to show God he could
get the girl. It was a spiritual thing more than a conscious plan that he thought out. This is why we MUST ‘take
every though (and feelings) captive to Christ and filter them through His WORD! I went through countless hours
of prayer, fasting, and seeking the Lord.
    When God finished the various parts of the lesson I finally understood what He was showing and teaching
me. I was able to help in boyfriend and girlfriend relationship affairs of the younger two and great progress
was made with the mom. This is only because I held back when God said and spoke only what God wanted
spoken. I spoke to the person or people God wanted me to speak to and when God wanted. These are the
guidelines Jesus gave us ALL. This is HOW we “speak to the mountain” and it is “removed”. “The mountain”
refers to any and everything we NEED in and for our spiritual LIFE and it includes things going on and in this
physical world; BUT the answers are IN the Spiritual world and held by our Father! PRAY at all times and in
every situation… “pray without ceasing”. Read ALL the verses about this.
    I was made to KNOW we are all born into sin and we are the wife of the world and sin, ‘the wife of another’
belonging to an evil master. That master has saturated our being with the desire to sin. (I was made to KNOW
- this does NOT mean babies who die go to hell. They are born into sin but they are also born innocent and the
sin is something they learn and do as they grow but a sin without knowledge is not a sin so they must reach the
age of accountability then decide which way they will go. The decision is made when they start doing things
they know are wrong and that knowing is in their spirit and heart. Many try to say they did not know but they
DID know in their spirit and heart but they tried to look the other way because they “lusted” to do what they
lusted to do.) The Jewish and many other cultures have ‘the age of accountability’ at about thirteen (13) and
they have a young adult ceremony. This is because ‘the inner man’ has recognized these truths to be self
evident.
    God, once again, brought to mind how He loved Mary Magdalene and John the Beloved; and they were His
soul mate then He told me we are all called to be His soul mates and God LOVES all of us THAT much! He
DOES want us to divorce the world and sin and join Him in marriage; The Marriage of the Lamb! As much as
He would like to get hold of us and place the knowledge of Him in us, it is written that we must come to Him in
blind faith. “Blessed are they who have not seen yet believe.” “Faith is the substance of things not seen and the
evidence of things hoped for.” “Faith is counted as righteousness”. We must TRUST (put our FAITH IN) in Him
and in His WORD. It is the ONLY WAY and HE IS the ONLY TRUTH. This is how we join the LIGHT and leave
the darkness behind. A LOVING and ALL POWERFUL Creator and Father of us all, God who IS AGAPE’
LOVE, would NEVER leave His children to be lost and have no WAY to come together! HE PROMISED the
day would come when HE WILL call us ALL together IN HIM and Jesus IS “THE WAY, THE TRUTH, AND LIFE
(LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS for us ALL to SEE and come together!
    This CALL (invitation) is first to the Jew (Hebrew children) as well as the half brethren or step children the
Islamic children from Hagar and Abraham, and to the Greek as well as the Gentile. Buddha got a revelation
that there was and IS an abundant LIFE and he wanted his people to seek that life. JESUS IS THAT LIFE! HE
is how we divorce the evil and join righteousness. Other methods are only how we, the natural or carnal man,
exhaust ourselves trying to get there but it is always just out of reach. As it is God’s WORD and covenant; HE
must also follow it as HE bound HIMSELF to it with HIS body laid down and HIS blood, shed to pay the price
of getting a “new contract” for US. HE PAID THE PRICE WE COULD NOT PAY! NOW ALL WE HAVE TO
DO IS ACCEPT AND RECEIVE THE FREE GIFT OF REDEMPTION FROM SIN, GIVE HIM CONTROL,
AND BE FREE IN HIM WHO CAN NEVER BE OVERCOME OR DEFEATED! DO IT!!
    It is 'ok' for every Christian to love every other Christian as a soul mate so long as we all keep it according
to the WORD of God and keep it HOLY! That takes a lot of prayer, taking every thought captive to Christ; and
KNOWING the WORD, WILL, and MISSION of God! This transformation comes through LOTS of Bible
reading and prayer with a conscious effort to get SELF out of the way! SELF must be taken out of every
choice and our will MUST join God’s will. From the time I gave HIM 100% till this moment I have given HIM
every breath and every effort to do anything and everything; AND I LOVE IT!!!! I have been through HELL and
HE has been there with me giving me ‘peace that passes understanding’ ALL THE WAY!!!
    When the wife, believed a thought given her by the devil and she thought I was trying to take her from her
husband the Spirit was grieved and I felt it deeply. I saw it in the spirit when it happened because God did not
want me to be “caught off guard”. God said, “This is how I feel every time a soul rejects my free gift of
abundant and eternal life with me. When a soul dies the spiritual death and then they experience the physical
death without me to save them; they feel that separation and grief for time without end. (He brought to memory
my experience of going to hell.) I overcome grief and separate all of it into the sea of forgetfulness, and then I
remember it no more. I did not choose hell for them but they chose it and send their spirit and soul there by
rejecting the salvation I offer.”
    I knew how terrible and extreme that suffering would be as I felt it in September 1979 when I was shown hell
and what the burning of hell really is. Now that experience had been brought to mind in order to make the new
revelation about God’s AGAPE’ LOVE be SEEN. I wish there was a way for me to place THAT revelation into
each and every person on earth but I can only tell you how YOU CAN find that WAY. It is made alive
(quickened) by His Holy Spirit. When you get right with God and read HIS WORD then meditate on HIS
WORD 24/7, and let it become the ‘innermost desire of your heart (sunedomei); then transformation comes
from God, through your soul and into your spirit where THE Spirit can make see with the eye, comprehend with
the understanding, and bring that revelation into the mind of the natural man.
    For those who know “soul mate love” you get the idea but the fullness of understanding has to come from
God. It WILL come when you make Jesus, THE WORD, your soul mate too and then study to show yourself
approved by God and walk with HIM as you talk with HIM; then obey HIM in ALL things great and small! Even
these words I put down here; they all fall short of what I understand.
   When I asked God about the husband, God said, he is like Peter. A hard head filled with the pride of man
but he CAN put on the same boldness for God that Peter finally put on. At this point, in many ways he is
denying Christ like Peter did. That is because inside he is afraid like Peter was. Peter felt abandoned when
Jesus allowed Himself to be taken. The husband felt abandoned when his mother died and he was young then
he was distanced from his father who married another woman and he is afraid our Father God will abandon
him or distance him so he wants God to PROVE He will not abandon him.
    He also feels unworthy and is afraid that his unworthiness will cause his heavenly Father to distance him.
He NEEDS to get and have the revelation that none of what happened had anything to do with him not being
good enough and it had nothing to do with me abandoning him. People were given choice and that choice
cannot be taken away; not even by me. A lot of people made wrong choices in his life but I brought him some
people to help and they made right choices mixed with a few minor wrong choices. I knew they could, and
would, do the job that was needed to get him to the point where I could work on him. He still has choice and he
can still make the wrong choice.
    Peter was in fear of being abandoned by the Father and he made some major mistakes. He refused to
believe that I MUST go suffer death on the cross and he rebuked me. I came against the author of the thought
and words to set Peter free. He suffered pride and cut off the ear of a Roman soldier to try and prove he was
right. When that did not work he denied me three times before the cock crowed and he ignored my warning
about it. When he finally accepted the fact that my ways are not the ways of man and he submitted himself
100% he got bold and he finally realized, in his spirit and soul, that the WAY of GOD is true and GOD IS
ALWAYS WITH US AND WILL NEVER LEAVE US OR ABANDON US!
    God showed me that we must leave or abandon God and KNOW what we are doing, like the Angles in
heaven KNEW, in order to be separated. He showed me the verses about this and being turned over to a
reprobate mind. HE showed me three areas of reprobate. One is when we know or reasonably should know
and we know in our spirit, that something is of and from God and we reject it and speak against it as it was
done when Jesus was accused of casting out devils by the power of the king of devils. The second was the
five things that must be fulfilled for us to walk away from God and be separated. The third was the verses
about being homosexual and not turning from that sin and joining to God in truth and in spirit. There is a Bible
verse ‘in that they chose to reject the knowledge of God He will reject them’ and this shows they had
knowledge of Him and about Him. ROMANS 1:28 It is 'Internal Eternal Security'! YOU KEEP IT!
     We have “choice” and we can separate ourselves by any of these three but NO other power or thing in
heaven or on earth can separate us from God. Because Peter did not KNOW what he was doing when he was
in denial, God was with him all the way. God balanced the debt of the sins of Peter and Peter finally woke up
to that fact. The husband needs to wake up to this fact and start a new life without bringing along any of the old
life. The Lord called the husband to minister with the mom and daughter but to whom more is given more is
required. He will not be the only exception. It is HIS WORD and God is not a liar and He WILL NOT contradict
HIS WORD.
    God also revealed to me the second biggest and second most important part of this learning session with
Him. God gave me such a powerful love and draw to a woman with the power to say no to and put away sexual
thoughts and temptations. This is the area that brought down Samson and that nearly destroyed King David. It
brought the power and Kingdom of Solomon to ruin and it has been an area that has destroyed many great
people, ministries, and even countries. God gives the power to overcome to EVERY believer. We MUST pray
‘God forbid’ and then we MUST allow God TO forbid. It is simply in what we CHOOSE to think about and what
we choose to do!
    This is why we MUST ‘rightly divide the WORD of God, KNOW His WORD, take every thought captive to
the mind of Christ who IS the WORD, choose righteousness, and do what Jesus would do. No power in
heaven and earth can take our choice away. It is the devil and his evil spirits trying to make us think and feel
like we have no other choice, ‘we must’ or ‘we cannot resist’; and anything like that.
    CHOICE is YOUR power. God gives us ALL everything needed to make right choices and the devil keeps
trying to get us to make wrong choices. The devil uses a hateful enemy of God to help influence our wrong
choices and that enemy is our flesh with the carnal mind that gives in easily to sin and the carnal heart that so
easily desires the ways of sin. This is why we must be “transformed” or made something new and it is
accomplished “by the renewing of the mind” which is done by “the WORD”. The more of God’s WORD you
take in the more your choices will change and become like Jesus.
    The FIRST choice is to give Jesus 100% control and TRUST Him. Accept God’s offer to help you
overcome and take Jesus as LORD and SAVIOR of your life! The second choice is to accept being saturated
by His Holy Spirit AND His AGAPE’ (the FIRE and POWER) that Jesus told the Apostles to wait for and John
told the people Jesus would baptize them with. This is where “Baptized in the Holy Spirit” comes from but we
need to add “Baptized in AGAPE’ LOVE”. The third choice is to STUDY, become a disciple, as we present
ourselves a living sacrifice then we learn from your mistakes and get better, not bitter. (The last four words
came from God through Pastor Tommy Barnett.) The rest of your choices all fit the rest of what I am teaching
you.
    Do ALL things as if it was FOR HIM in person and HE is standing there with you as you do and say things
(“I will never leave you nor forsake you” means HE IS THERE WITH YOU FOR REAL!) Be a grateful child and
give HIM thanks and rejoice in all things while you look for what HE is teaching you, pray always, and give HIM
the glory. CROWN this with AGAPE’ LOVE and TRUST the LORD for HE IS FAITHFUL! Have a
RELATIONSHIP with GOD! IT’S about “RELATIONSHIP” not religion. It is about HIM and not you or me or
anyone else! IT IS about our relationship with God and with each other! It IS about sharing HIS AGAPE’ and
HIS AGAPE’ IS the ‘Gospel Good News’ we are commanded to share with the world and with one another.
    If I had not kept my eyes on God and prayed without ceasing the outcome would have been much different.
God is no respecter of persons. What He did for me He WILL do for you. The procedure to achieve victory is
the same for me and for everyone. Young and old CAN overcome the temptation to have sex. Women CAN
overcome the temptation to feel powerful by sending sex messages to men through dress, body actions, and
a look that is seductive. We do not have to go back to the Victorian times of dress in order to look good while
sending a proper message. A bunch of cleavage for power is also not needed or appropriate. Guys MUST
realize there are many “silly women” laden with lust and men MUST take thoughts and feelings captive to
Christ. Think about those who will be affected the wrong way if you do what your flesh wants you to do.
Remember and KNOW God said it WILL be openly exposed. Sin lasts for a fleeting moment while
righteousness lasts forever! I hope every reader learns and knows, understands and comprehends, what I
have written here. Now it is your turn.
PUT ON THE FULL ARMOR OF GOD AND (AGAPE’) LOVE ONE ANOTHER!

IN CHRIST I REMAIN HIS APOSTLE AND PROPHET FOR YOUR SAKE, AND THE SAKE OF THE
GOSPEL! I PRAY THIS IS TAKE IN AND UNDERSTOOD WITH THE SAME AGAPE' THAT WROTE AND
SENDS IT. GOD BLESS THE READERS WITH UNDERSTANDING AND OBEDIENCE!

Noel T. Benoist D. D.
-HOW TO FOLLOWS-

ADD WORKS TO YOUR FAITH FOR FAITH WITHOUT WORKS IS DEAD!
WE ARE NOT SAVED BY WORKS BUT BY FAITH YET WORKS ARE IN THE PLAN!

GOD IS LOVE-AGAPE’ AND IS A SPIRIT. WITHOUT HIM WE CAN DO NOTHING. I CAN DO ALL
THINGS THROUGH CHRIST (EMANUEL MEANING GOD WITH US) WHO STRENGTHENS ME. THIS
MEANS I MUST, AND YOU MUST, FIND, LIVE IN, AND OPERATE THROUGH, IN, AND OUT OF
AGAPE’ LOVE. TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY, HONOR, AND PRAISE. THERE ARE SEVEN STEPS
TO GET THERE!
When you get a revelation ON and IN Agape’ Love then follow the rest of the directions:
1.        PRESENT YOURSELF a living sacrifice… (Have no ‘innermost desire’ but that of God’s
Perfect Will being applied to your life and every situation in and of your life .In Psalms one at ‘the
desire of his heart’; the word desire is ‘Sunaedomai’ and I have written it in pronunciation fashion
not literally. It means ‘the innermost desire’ of his heart is the law of the Lord and in His law he does
meditate <constantly think about> day AND night. JUST DO IT and see what happens! Research the
Hebrew in Psalms one and you WILL find the keys to victorious living in and through Christ! DO IT!)
2.        TAKE EVERY THOUGHT CAPTIVE… (Filter them through the whole WORD of God and put
personal desires and beliefs away. Matthew 5:17-18 Be ready for God to CHANGE YOU! We are only
‘fulfilled’ Luke 21:32 and ‘perfect’ IN HIM and COVERED by HIS blood that was shed for us! Jesus,
in the original language of what He said, was saying “be FOUND perfect and be perfected as our
Father in heaven IS perfect. Matthew 5:48 THIS is a condition of our walk in and with Him and we
are SEEN by our Father as perfect when we are doing our best because He does the rest as we
ARE then ‘under the blood redemption and protection of Christ the Messiah, which is to say ‘savior’
and ‘redeemer’. Matthew 24:34-35 HE IS THE AUTHOR AND HE IS THE FINISHER! HE IS FAITHFUL
TO GUARD OVER HIS WORD AND TO PERFORM IT! Communion is to remind us of what HE DID
FOR US and what WE are supposed to DO FOR ONE ANOTHER! HE KEPT TELLING US THE
TRUTH AND WE KEPT COMMITTING SIN, HE LAID DOWN HIS LIFE FOR US AND IN OUR SIN WE
TOOK IT. IF AND WHEN WE TAKE HIM AND GIVE OUR LIFE TO HIM, THEN PICK UP HIS CROSS;
AT THAT POINT WE BECOME HIS FAMILY AND HE CALLS US ‘FRIEND’. WE ARE NO LONGER
GUILTY OF HIS DEAT.)
3.        PRAY WITHOUT CEASING… (KNOW God IS with you AND WATCHING you! Hebrews 13:5
and Deuteronomy 31:6 IF you saw GOD standing in front of you and you would not do or say what
you want to do or say… THEN DON’T. The Father, The Son, AND The Holy Spirit are with you along
with a Heavenly HOST of Angles. Think of yourself as being on Universal T. V. and you are
equipped with a microphone so all the universe can see and hear EVERYTHING! THEN YOU CAN…
Psalm 31:24 and Psalm 27:14 because John 16:33 so READ all three in order and BE BOLD IN THE
LORD!HE IS THE LORD OF LORD AND KING OF KINGS!)
4.        LOVE (Agape’) YOUR brothers and sisters in Christ, your neighbors, those who would
persecute you and spitefully use you, and LOVE your enemies also! (To do this and NOT give them
what belongs to God and what God wants REQUIRES ‘fervent effective prayer’. We are NOT
supposed to give the kingdom of heaven to the devil and we are NOT supposed to treat people who
mess up as though they are the seed of the devil. WE MUST pray for and get discernment each and
every time. IF you have done what you can God can and will bring another worker to take over if
needs be so PRAY. READ John 13:34-35 and 1 John 4:7-10 and 1 Corinthians 12:31 through 1
Corinthians 13:13 then Mark 12:31 if you are asking why read Matthew 22:36-40 ) This is how ALL
thing are fulfilled!)
5.        IN ALL THINGS GIVE THANKS and trusting the Lord IS REQUIRED. (To do this YOU must let
YOUR moderation be known. Philippians 4:5 IF you do then people may accuse you and spitefully
use you but many will wake up and then say you were right It REQUIRES ‘self control’ which is
being “meek”. Mathew 5:5 Think of it being like picking blackberries; (been there done that and God
gave me this one at that time in the beginning of my walk with and for HIM); when you feel the prick
of the thorns back up and take a different approach. You will get a few small injuries and some
stains but God will heal the wounds and remove all those stains in HIS time. When you trust and
obey, FOCUSING on HIM and HIS WORD – MEDITATING on these things – you WILL have fruit in
your time. Psalms 1:1-6 and Mathew 5:11 and Actsrk 9:16 and 1 Peter 4:12-19 then Mark 10:29-31
As you continue in the Lord then these things are GUARANTEED and ‘the battle belongs to the
Lord’. REST IN HIM AND WAIT ON HIM! I WILL renew YOUR strength. Go through the valleys and the
canyons; and go over the mountain tops WITH HIM and you WILL see HIM show Himself! This
produces the PEACE that PASSES UNDERSTANDING of man producing the Wisdom of God and
resulting in Unity with others and Maturity in you!)
6.        FOCUS ON KNOWING GOD’S VOICE and forget about asking why and wanting to know why
then God WILL reveal His mysteries as and when He knows you are ready; otherwise you can hit
‘overload’. This is how we see FAITH manifested (shown openly) because TRUST IS FAITH and
faith is counted as righteousness. It produces ‘now faith’ “the substance of things hoped for and
the evidence of things not seen” but self MUST be OUT of it. 2 Timothy 2:15 and John 10:14 and 27
(For this you must be honest with yourself in order to be honest with God and this is REQUIRED
before you can be honest with others. Some things are between you and God so they are nobody
else’s business but you must be transparent like ‘gold in the fire’! When gold is refined to
pure<HOLY> it is clear as glass!’Present yourself a living sacrifice, Holy and acceptable to the Lord
which is your reasonable service.’To do this you must have a life of 24/7 in 2Psalms 1:1-6, Psalms
105:4 and 1 Chronicles 16:11 with a heart truly 2 Mathew 6:33 then you get Jeremiah 33:3; it is
guaranteed by HIS BLOOD COVENANT!)
7.        BE AN OBEDIENT SON and do not begrudge prodigal sons who return and get blessed with
anointing and miracles and don’t be or become one. (I AM one so I KNOW GOD IS balancing the
books when He blesses a prodigal son this way. ‘To the lesser parts is given more honor.’ Peter
lived with, slept with, dined with, and walked on water with Jesus then he rebuked Jesus, denied
Jesus, and had major faith problems until Jesus balanced the life of Peter and then Peter ‘boldly
proclaimed’ things he could not know as a man who was ‘unlearned’. This confounded and
astounded the hearers and made many believe. Paul murdered Christians when he was the old
man, ‘Saul of Tarsus a Sanhedrin lawyer’ and Jesus had to knock him off his Ass and onto his ass
then blind him and have a ‘poor beggar’ pray for him. Then he boldly proclaimed the Gospel and
gave us thirteen New Testament books. In 1 Corinthians 13 Saul of Tarsus was now Paul the
Apostle because of AGAPE’ LOVE and he listed salvation, the Holy Spirit Baptism and gifts, all
understanding, and even a “gift of fait” so as to be able to move mountains but it was all nothing
without the extra listed AGAPE’ LOVE that gives open access to the Father for the knowledge
needed to do the job and do it right and righteously for the glory of the Lord. Our weapons are not
“carnal” but “spiritual” and that means AGAPE’ LOVE that produces the “fervent effective prayer of
a righteous person. James 5:16 We got and get our physical carnal side from Mary the mother of
Jesus and our Spiritual Immaculate side from our heavenly Father THROUGH JESUS! The flesh is
“enmity”, which is a hateful enemy of, the spirit. This is why we MUST be born of the flesh AND of
the spirit, “born again”. After this birth the spirit creature MUST be fed and cared for MORE than the
flesh creature. To feed both creates a back and forth battle and a lack of any stability in our life. This
is why the Bible lets us know that a double minded person is not stable.)
1 Samuel 15:221 and Proverbs 21:31 because Hosea 6:6 transforms and fulfills Hebrews 5:8!